Here I am, sitting in the same office, during the same time of year as I was two years ago. It's really strange being at the firm again, because I'm a completely different person from who I was the last time. I feel like that summer was a lifetime ago, and yet it seems like just yesterday. Across from me, is an extremely cute boy who has been either flirting with me all day, or who is plotting to take over my job. I'm in an old place, but it's a completely new time in my life. 

So, the past two weeks were...interesting...
I've become involved with this boy sean. =]. Sooo cute. And I went to his party on Friday. It was cool, until some douchebags brought the coke up and started to snort in front of me. I was offered some, but um... no thanks.
Sean's going to school in Springfield next Monday, so this week I gotta soak up all my time with him. We've decided to work things out long distance during the week, and see eachother on the weeknds. I'm optimistic.
School, for me, is starting on Tuesday. I'm really happy to have somewhere to go everyday, but I don't know how I'm going to like my classes.
I'm taking Writing 102, Acting 101, and Freshmen Math Skills. We'll seeee

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: "From Paris To Berlin"-

So, one of my resolutions for this year is to update my LJ once a week, simply so when I look back, I won't wonder where my year went.
Not much has been happening though.

My work hasn't scheduled me for any shifts in like two weeks, which sucks, but at least I have downtime.
John came over last night and played go fish and watched movies with me. FUN.

Well... that's about it, since NOTHING has been happening. But... here's to a new year!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: "8675309/Jenny"

I just randomly went on LiveJournal and notices I hadn't posted an entry in 5 months.
Everyone in my life knows these things, but I just decided to write em down anyway.
Changes since last entry:

-John and I broke up
-My grandma died
-Got a job at Aeropostale 
-Attending Bridgewater part-time, Majoring in (surprise) Theatre

Maybe it doesn't seem like that much, but it is. I feel like almost a completely different person
than I was in July. I feel like I've grown so much.

I am talking to this hellaaaa sweet guy, Jet (his name is John fleuette). I'm just waiting for him to
get settled (He just moved back to MA after living in RI for a year) before we start anything serious.

Life is okay. I'm just being cautious of possible bumps in the road.

Current Location: My Rooom
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: "O Velencia"- The Decemberists

     And for a reason, I might add. My life has gone from being at one end of the spectrum to the other. I've only been out of high school for over a month and everything seems to have shifted. Who I refer to as my best friends has altered as well. I find that once you stop seeing people everyday, you realize how little you actually spend time with them. I miss Meg, Kristen, Lilian, Anthony, TayDay, & even Jimmy. It seems like our little family has broken up, and that's the one aspect of high school I am missing greatly. 
    John and I have had some ups and downs, but overall, I'm in the healthiest relationship of my life so far. We've found a way to work past the fights and get to what is important, which is an understanding for each other's needs.
     I've been looking desperately for a job as a waiter, given my profession goals, I figured being a waiter now would serve me well once I move to New York, but the search has been fruitless. No matter where I apply, I get passed over by someone else. I'm heading down to the restaurant ALBA today to find out my current situation there. Hopefully, fortune will smile on me and I will get this job.
     My graduation party was this past weekend and it rocked! It was great seeing everyone together again.



Peace Out

Oh, and P.S.... I've quit smoking once again. This time, I'm on the patch. Let's see if it lasts.

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "Upgrade U"- Beyonce

The fact that she's dead is just unsettling, i don't know why. 

But besides her untimely death, live has been pretty good for a while. Things were getting bad a few weeks ago. My grades were less than
good and I was in danger of being kicked out of "Grease". But now I am back on track. I have A's in all of my classes and I'm staying in the role of Kenickie!=D
John and I are doing really well right now. We've managed to survive our quarrels and all the drama people start about us, and I could not be happier.

=D things are good

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: "Stand By Me"

This year has pretty much sucked. And it seems 2007 isn't starting off that well either. But, here's hoping, I guess...

The past few weeks have been absolutely insane. So much has been changing at such a rapid pace, and
it's a tad frightening. A Breakdown of December, so far:

- Auditions for Grease culminated in me getting the part of Kenickie and everyone else complaining about their parts sucking.

- John and I celebrated our anniversary by giving each other rings.

- Grace and I have been hanging out together, by ourselves quite frequently.

- Christmas is approaching and I've had all my shopping done for a month. lol

- Ms. Scanlan and I have "broken up" (in her words) because she's such a douche bag that I can hardly stand talking to her anymore.

- Anthony Acito and I have become biffs, which is so random I can't explain it.

- I'm getting all my college apps. done if not by this Friday, then by the end of the Holiday break.

- I've started to seriously quit smoking, although I've been saying this since sophomore year. lol

- I've been losing weight, but not for any reason, it's just sort of happening on it's own

So yeah, that's pretty much the run down. Idk. This month has been crazy.

Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: "O Come All Ye Faithful"

Yeah, So I went to the mall with Johnface today and we got silly with the camera. It was good time! =]

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: "Whatever Song is on the Jeep commercial" LAWLZ

I'm in love.    :-D

I guess I had to realize what I might lose in order to see him for what he really is.

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: "Wind It Up"- Gwen Stefani