Feel Good Time

A Work Environment

2008-05-27T20:45:35Z

Here I am, sitting in the same office, during the same time of year as I was two years ago. It's really strange being at the firm again, because I'm a completely different person from who I was the last time. I feel like that summer was a lifetime ago, and yet it seems like just yesterday. Across from me, is an extremely cute boy who has been either flirting with me all day, or who is plotting to take over my job. I'm in an old place, but it's a completely new time in my life.

Boy, Coke, & School

2008-01-20T17:19:47Z

So, the past two weeks were...interesting...
I've become involved with this boy sean. =]. Sooo cute. And I went to his party on Friday. It was cool, until some douchebags brought the coke up and started to snort in front of me. I was offered some, but um... no thanks.
Sean's going to school in Springfield next Monday, so this week I gotta soak up all my time with him. We've decided to work things out long distance during the week, and see eachother on the weeknds. I'm optimistic.
School, for me, is starting on Tuesday. I'm really happy to have somewhere to go everyday, but I don't know how I'm going to like my classes.
I'm taking Writing 102, Acting 101, and Freshmen Math Skills. We'll seeee

2008

2008-01-06T20:37:22Z

So, one of my resolutions for this year is to update my LJ once a week, simply so when I look back, I won't wonder where my year went.
Not much has been happening though.

My work hasn't scheduled me for any shifts in like two weeks, which sucks, but at least I have downtime.
John came over last night and played go fish and watched movies with me. FUN.

Well... that's about it, since NOTHING has been happening. But... here's to a new year!

New Post

2007-12-01T07:06:26Z

I just randomly went on LiveJournal and notices I hadn't posted an entry in 5 months.
Everyone in my life knows these things, but I just decided to write em down anyway.
Changes since last entry:

-John and I broke up
-My grandma died
-Got a job at Aeropostale
-Attending Bridgewater part-time, Majoring in (surprise) Theatre

Maybe it doesn't seem like that much, but it is. I feel like almost a completely different person
than I was in July. I feel like I've grown so much.

I am talking to this hellaaaa sweet guy, Jet (his name is John fleuette). I'm just waiting for him to
get settled (He just moved back to MA after living in RI for a year) before we start anything serious.

Life is okay. I'm just being cautious of possible bumps in the road.

First Update in 5 Months.

2007-07-18T14:37:54Z

     And for a reason, I might add. My life has gone from being at one end of the spectrum to the other. I've only been out of high school for over a month and everything seems to have shifted. Who I refer to as my best friends has altered as well. I find that once you stop seeing people everyday, you realize how little you actually spend time with them. I miss Meg, Kristen, Lilian, Anthony, TayDay, & even Jimmy. It seems like our little family has broken up, and that's the one aspect of high school I am missing greatly.
    John and I have had some ups and downs, but overall, I'm in the healthiest relationship of my life so far. We've found a way to work past the fights and get to what is important, which is an understanding for each other's needs.
     I've been looking desperately for a job as a waiter, given my profession goals, I figured being a waiter now would serve me well once I move to New York, but the search has been fruitless. No matter where I apply, I get passed over by someone else. I'm heading down to the restaurant ALBA today to find out my current situation there. Hopefully, fortune will smile on me and I will get this job.
     My graduation party was this past weekend and it rocked! It was great seeing everyone together again.

Peace Out

Oh, and P.S.... I've quit smoking once again. This time, I'm on the patch. Let's see if it lasts.

R.I.P. Anna Nicole Smith

2007-02-09T01:32:51Z

The fact that she's dead is just unsettling, i don't know why.

But besides her untimely death, live has been pretty good for a while. Things were getting bad a few weeks ago. My grades were less than
good and I was in danger of being kicked out of "Grease". But now I am back on track. I have A's in all of my classes and I'm staying in the role of Kenickie!=D
John and I are doing really well right now. We've managed to survive our quarrels and all the drama people start about us, and I could not be happier.

=D things are good

Goodbye 2006.

2007-01-01T03:33:57Z

This year has pretty much sucked. And it seems 2007 isn't starting off that well either. But, here's hoping, I guess...

Crazy December

2006-12-17T14:27:08Z

The past few weeks have been absolutely insane. So much has been changing at such a rapid pace, and
it's a tad frightening. A Breakdown of December, so far:

- Auditions for Grease culminated in me getting the part of Kenickie and everyone else complaining about their parts sucking.

- John and I celebrated our anniversary by giving each other rings.

- Grace and I have been hanging out together, by ourselves quite frequently.

- Christmas is approaching and I've had all my shopping done for a month. lol

- Ms. Scanlan and I have "broken up" (in her words) because she's such a douche bag that I can hardly stand talking to her anymore.

- Anthony Acito and I have become biffs, which is so random I can't explain it.

- I'm getting all my college apps. done if not by this Friday, then by the end of the Holiday break.

- I've started to seriously quit smoking, although I've been saying this since sophomore year. lol

- I've been losing weight, but not for any reason, it's just sort of happening on it's own

So yeah, that's pretty much the run down. Idk. This month has been crazy.

Johnface & I

2006-11-20T02:25:59Z

Yeah, So I went to the mall with Johnface today and we got silly with the camera. It was good time! =]

I've just kind of realized...

2006-11-12T05:53:46Z

I'm in love. :-D

I guess I had to realize what I might lose in order to see him for what he really is.

Senior Year So Far. . . .

2006-11-10T17:24:02Z

. . . .kind of blows. lol. i enjoy the perks of being an upper-classmen, but so far this year has been pretty sucky. i can't stand the drama that happens in high school anymore. like, enough already. i feel as though my day consists of "oh my god! did you hear about. . ." and that's it.
i really wish i were enjoying my senior year, but it's not that great. sophmore year is still to this day my favorite year of high school.
the one good thing about this year is that i'm doing very well acedemically. i have at least a B+ in all of my classes.
idk. things just aren't as exciting as they were in the past. maybe it's because the class above me is gone and i don't have anyone to
look up to anymore, but it's just kind of like i'm lost.

things with john and i are good, which is pretty much all i have to be happy about. oh well.

if i do anything exciting this weekend, i'll update with pictures.

One Crack Crew Night

2006-10-21T13:52:37Z

Last night, I chilled with Gracieface, Steph, Xtina, and Emily. We watched some movies and stuff. But the night really kicked off when we pulled out the notebook of "Things We Can't Handle" from sophmore year. It was so friggin funny reading the shit we talked about back then.
Then we decided to go to Bugaboo. Stupid Mooses. And then we chilled on the top of a parking garage with some shady dudes who were getting smashed.

The Crew (I haven't a clue as to what the fuck Gracie is doing)

*Headline*: "2 Teen Girls Found Shadily Parked On Rooftop; Teen Man Jumps Off Ledge" haha

What Else Is New?

Just Cuz.

Cheaya

lambstefani @ 2006-10-06T16:41:00

2006-10-06T20:42:44Z

lawlz o shyt guyz i am s0 gay like itz unbelievable! LOL! omg. i hukd ^ w/ john 2day it was hawt. LOL! i'm beein an em0 boii 4 hallow33n!! LOL! omg. kewliz. okai well g2g. buy BITCHES! i <3 j3ffree star

iParty Rocks My Socks!

2006-09-30T06:21:16Z

So I went to iParty tonight with Lil and Dee and we tried on like every single wig they had in the store. And I found one. This what I'm wearing for Halloween. I'm going as an emo boy (or 3/4 or my ex boyfriends.) haha

Here are some pics of me in the wig...

haha. you add a tight hoodie, some eyeliner, and girls jeans... and you have my costume. lawlz :-D

Wow, Looong Time.

2006-09-16T14:00:22Z

Almost a month since I've updated.

School Started. It's amazing being a senior :-D

I've been hanging out a lot with this boy John lately. Last night, we sort of became official.Woot.

Travis, Gracieface, Stephanie, Tina, Joe,and I smoked up on the rocks yesterday. It was quite the
adventure what with the wind and such.lol

Today, I'm going to the mall with Tina and Gabbs. Then, I might be going on a "date" with this kid I've been cancelling on for the past 4 weeks. Hopefully, it won't be a long date.

Then, I think Travis is coming over after work for a little quality time. haha

Should be fun

Yet Another Trip To Saugus

2006-08-28T01:41:08Z

So, this weekend, I made my yearly trip to jackie's house. I have this tradition... Every year, when I go through a tough breakup, I go to Jackie's house and she drowns my sorrows in partying heavily. lol.
This time, it was very different. I wasn't depressed, so the drinking did not lead to emotions. haha.
I got so bombed though. She and I woke up in the house of her brother's friend in Lynnfield. . . two towns over from where she lives. haha. It was aiight though.
We hung out with Ally, whom I haven't seen in sooo friggin long. She's gotten even more cracked-out. I love her.
I met this guy who I thought was hitting on me. . . but only turned out to be incredibly trashed. It was somewhat disappointing. And once again, I have returned home with ym stupid Boston accent. It's alright though. It will go away in a couple days. lol.

So all-in-all, it was a pretty good weekend :)

Oookay

2006-08-21T14:33:31Z

So it's been quite a while since I've updated. A lot has changed.

Michael and I are over. Don't feel bad. It was time.
Now I'm just sort of figuring out how to be single again. But being single this time around is very different from last year. I have confidence now. I'm not afraid to go for what I want. It's somewhat empowering. And getting to be a big slut is not too shabby. lol

ShayShay came over this weekend. It was... interesting (as usual). lol.
I spent yesterday with my friend Paul. That was fun :)

This is my last week @ work! Woo-hoo! Then I have almost 2 weeks to relax before school starts up again. To tell you the truth, I kind of want to go back to school. I want to have a daily routine that includes seeing all of my friends. It hit me the other day that Tom, Amanda, Donika, etc. aren't going to be there. It's kind of scary that "we" are going to be the elder class in the school. Yikes.

Well, better get back to work.

So here's the plan...

2006-08-08T19:59:53Z

Things between Michael and I have been... not so good lately. So I want to do something to make him happy. This Friday is his opening night of a show he's doing in Stoneham. He doesn't know I'm going. Patrick's driving me there. I'm going to show up and surprise him with flowers. :)

I LOVE THIS PLAN! hahaha

Woo-hoo!

2006-08-04T16:23:33Z

So, first. . . Today is My 7-month anniversary with my Sunshine :)
so I'm extremely happy about that. AND tonight I'm going out with Travis, Steph, Gabrielle, and Tina. We haven't all hung out in so long... so YAY! This week is shaping up to be much better.
Tomorrow, I have plans with the boy. hehe. Oh god, I am being so obnoxious right now, btu I don't care. lol. The only downside to this week is that Stpehanie Scanlan has been calling me non-stop.
And when I told her my mom needed me to help move my brother into his new house, she was like "Does your mother understand how important this rehearsal is?..." I was like WHOA, YOU FAT, HAIR, NEVER-GONNA-MARRY BEAST! She's my mother... you're not. lol. OH WELL!
I can't wait for school to start back up. I miss everyone. SENIOR YEAR BITCHES!

<3

#272 -- Looking Back

2006-08-01T04:29:24Z

I was reading all my old LJ entries today and I have come to these conclusions about myself in sophmore year...

1) I couldn't type for shit.
2) I spelled words like the ghetto QHS kids (barf).
3) I spent waaaaay too much time at the mall.
4) Something very strange always happened when Christina and I were together
5) And I said I was going to quit smoking about 30 times.

Ahhhh, the good ol' days. haha

lambstefani @ 2006-07-31T00:29:00

2006-07-31T04:29:38Z

my hair is blonde again, this time it's from the sun. lol

Crazy Days Start Early

2006-07-25T13:42:16Z

I was woken up this morning by my father sticking a plastic cup in my face and saying "Pee"... I had a physical at my doctor's today. The anitdepressants I have to take are only for a couple weeks, so yay! :) The doctor said that I just have a minor chemical in-balance. The appointment was at 7 in the morning.
And right after that, I had to come to work. So I walk on the elevator and this huge hispanic janitor turns to me and says "I bet you're a hard worker". I then turned my iPod on and stared at the wall. lol. Now I'm sitting here scanning shit and being borrrred.
Tomorrow, Shalaine, Nzinga, Jimmy, Nicole, and whoever wants to come are coming into Boston to meet up with me when I get out of work. Yay! I'm so excited. I haven't seen Shay since June and I haven't seen Nzinga since April.
Yesterday, Deirdre and I went to lunch. She was molested by an old man and I got french fries. It was a good time. Then I made her come back to my office and stay with me for 3 hours. lol. Oh well.
I'm hopefully going to Stoneham this weekend. Yay. I love Michael's mom. She thinks I'm adorable. haha
Well, I guess I should get back to "working hard". lol

Wow...

2006-07-21T16:54:23Z

I haven't updated in over two weeks. I'm very proud of myself. lol

I've started to realize over the past couple weeks how much I've grown this year. I'm no longer the boy who starves for attention. It's kind of nice to feel like I've matured a bit.

I haven't seen anyone in sooo long! Stupid work 4 days a week, 9-5! I haven't hung out with Gracie since July 4th, I haven't seen Stephanie since June, I think. It kind of sucks. I miss everyone! Shalaine and Nzinga simultaneously arrived in Boston from Florida this week. I like coincidences like those. :)

Anyone wanna hang out tonight? Let me know

lambstefani @ 2006-07-04T23:44:00

2006-07-05T03:45:52Z

i'm fuckinnng shit faced. i feel like i mnihgt throwu up, but it's aiight,

call me bitches <333333333333

*Updated*

Okay... so yesterday I went to a party at Tina's aunt's house with Gabrielle, Tina, Travis, and Hope. We swam and ate for a bit. Then we decided "Hey... Let's get Drunk!" So we bought a handle of cheap vodka and headed down to the beach. I then proceeded to take 12-15 shots, call my boyfriend and tell him what sexual things we should do, call this guy who likes me and tell him to back off, and then almost strip on the beach.
I woke up today with the worst hangover of my life and I had to call in sick to work. Tomorrow, I should be fine.
Michael's coming back from NH in 2 days! YAY! Then next Saturday, he and I have a date. hehe

So it seems to have been another eventful 4th of July!

9 Days Later...

2006-07-02T14:41:01Z

I decide to update my LJ at very random times.
Well, the summer so far has been... interesting. I started my job at Greenburgh & Traurig and it's going really well. I feel like a grown-up getting dressed up and going into Boston in the morning. lol.
I've gotten to hang with almost everyone so far. (Minus Amanda because she's gone into hiding).
Yesterday, Gracieface and I went to my mother's bosses' 4th of July party. It was pretty lame. Neither of us knew anyone there so we just sat on a bench in the corner of the yard and didn't talk to anyone. Then, afterward, we went to go see "The Devil Wears Prada" with Travis, Stephanie, & Gabrielle. I thought the movie was fabulous, but others disagreed.
Michael and I have been on a break for a while now and I wasn't handling it very well. But last night, he and I talked and I just sort of realized I have to have faith in him and our relationship if I want this to work. But that's all I'm writing about that because I've been told I usually only update about my relationships, so stopping now.
Monday, I think I'm going over Tina's aunt's house for a party. Then on Tuesday, Travis and I have planned to get drunk and stupid, but we don't know where or with whom yet.

Updates Later. Peace